Wow, check out the smoking counter......down on my sidebar - down a bit, bit more.....
Only two days to the Danger Zone.
I have given up smoking before and the 18 month mark was when I fell by the wayside, a smoking cigarette in one hand.......well, I was drinking too [blushes]
So, to me 18 months is a scary milestone.
Yep really, because I still crave cigarettes.
Yeah, ok, I went cold turkey and got the nicotene out of my system.
But when you have an addictive personality, the craving never leaves. I even still find myself unconsciously reaching for the packet of cigarettes - usually in the car!
It doesn't help that people are still asking me 'was it hard to give up?' or 'do you still want a cigarette?'. I won't write it on this family friendly blog, but I really, really want to shout four letter words at those well-meaning people.
So, for the next few days (or weeks!) cigarettes will be at the forefront of my mind, but I will try not to surrender...