Monday, August 21, 2006

Monday Memories

It is one year this week since we got Charlie. On the 26th to be exact.

We had recently lost a young cat to the road nearby, the second of ours to be stolen in this way. Pandora was getting old and we had decided no more cats. But we added a proviso that AP (After Pandora) we would consider maybe taking a special needs cat, as we have a lot of time and opportunity to care for such an animal. We even decided we would prefer a male and Charlie would be the name of choice.

Then at the pet club at work one day this picture popped up with a plea for a home.



He had been found abandoned on the edge of a busy road with his two brothers. His brothers had been rehomed, but no one wanted the sparky little ginger boy.

I emailed MB with the picture and text and simply wrote 'Charlie?'

Of course, we took him. He was a nightmare with feline behavioural problems and we very nearly gave him away several times. He also had terrible earmites from bad care, awful eating habits, was socially maladjusted and had a malformed lower jaw giving him a pronounced underbite.

But with love and care.........he grew up to love helping out.........

And enjoys nothing more than helping Mummy on the computer.....

And here he is, one year later. A big floofy, sparky ginger man. My Little Man.



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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Saturday at the Aginoth's

Yesterday I went to the Aginoth's for the day. A barbeque to help A Jnr celebrate his 6th birthday.

All the crazies were there, except for RCA who got a better offer (a Rolling Stones concert!).
Cyberkitten, Sleepypete, Bionic Dwarf, Aginoth, Mrs Aginoth, the Aginothlings and several of their re-enactment friends.

The rain held off for the barbeque and it was glorious; lots of delicious food and my usual absolute 'kosher' veggie barbie grill for my food. I am a strict veggie, but as Aginoth said, once he knows the rules, he has no problem making allowances for my diet. I love these people!

Then a pleasant afternoon and evening lounging in the garden. I went and watched some tots tv with LMB and then stayed in the front room alone for a bit gathering my thoughts.

Later Aginoth fired up the firebox and we sat out under the gazebo by the light of the fire swapping stories.



The hard rain that came pushed all but the most manly men inside. Aginoth, Bionic Dwarf, Malc and Pete stayed outside shooting the breeze while the rest of us filled the front room and watched Batman.

I met the membership officer for the re-enactment group and I am reassured I have a dress and an undershift (apparently the membership officer's - why HE has a dress is still a mystery!), I have a bed for the weekend in a friend's tent, and my bowl, cup, knife etc are all taken care of. Also, they know I am vegetarian - apparently there are a couple there already.

So next weekend I will definitely be stepping into the 14C as a peasant woman for two days. If I like it, I may stay. If I don't, then at least I have tried it!

[mental note to self - must learn to sew!]

Thank you, Aginoths, for a wonderful day! I know I'm not fantastic company at the moment, but, as ever, you are my unflinching support.

cq

Friday, August 18, 2006

Results are in........

So - did I pass or did I fail??



[smiles modestly]

I passed........

I PASSED!!!

And in honour of me passing my exams.......a little dance..........


cq

Monday, August 14, 2006

Monday Memory



I remember being young(er).

I remember being thin(ner).

I remember being keen(er).

I remember staying up and drinking all night....

I remember still getting to work the next day!

I remember kissing the boys and making them cry (all's fair!)

I remember when life didn't seem this hard.

I remember when all I wanted in life was to be a wife and mother (failed the first, can't do the second).

I remember when love was the drug.

I remember when I was young [sigh]



And I remember sitting my exams earlier this year - my results are due out this week!


cq


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Sunday, August 13, 2006

Book Meme

I got tagged by my sweetie, Dawn. So here goes for my Book Meme!

1. One book that changed your life:
I don’t think I have ever read a book that changed my life. Some have made me think differently, some have made me go find other books (Tokyo by Mo Hayder set me to read The Rape of Nanking for example) – but none have actually changed my life.


2. One book that you have read more than once:
Death’s Acre by Bill Bass, the world-renowned forensic anthropologist. I have always been interested in forensics and Dr Bass wrote an eminently readable autobiography on his life and his career. I go back to it again and again.
And most of my Dan Brown, Matthew Reilly, Nelson DeMille, Clive Cussler, PJ Tracy, Mo Hayder, McCall Smith – my favourite authors are like family and I visit and revisit their stories again and again…….


3. One book you’d want on a desert island:
Wild Swans by Jung Chang. This book is stunning, a no-holds-barred tramp through China over the last hundred years, following the lives of Jung, her mother and her grandmother. From warlord concubine through Maoism to Western education, this is a roller coaster ride through some of the most turbulent periods in China’s history.


4. One book that made you laugh:
Books don’t tend to make me laugh but Alexander McCall Smith does it every time. His series ‘No 1 Ladies Detective Agency’ is a delightful ongoing series set in Botswana, following the life of Mma Ramotswe and the wonderful people she meets along the way.


5. One book that made you cry:
In the Company of Heroes. Oh god, this made me cry. Anyone seen BlackHawk Down? This is the story of Mike Durrant, the pilot of the crashed BlackHawk taken hostage at the start of the battle in Mogadishu. This book was written by Mike himself, using notes he made in code in the margin of a Bible he was given while imprisoned.


6. One book you wish would have been written:
.With the millions of books out there, there probably isn’t a book which hasn’t been written yet – if you see what I mean!
Unless you count JD’s ‘Official’ Autobiography – there isn’t one, they are all unofficial. I would love to read his own words about his extraordinary career.


7. One book you wish had never been written:
I would never wish any book unwritten. Of course, I have read some stinkers in my time – or rather I have donated some Yawn-Fests to the charity shop.


8. One book you are currently reading:
I am currently re-reading Dissolution by CJ Sansom. It‘s a murder mystery set in the time of Henry VIII, 1537 to be exact. The monasteries are being closed down during the reformation, but at one lonely monastery a Commissioner of the King is murdered. Commissioner Matthew Shardlake is sent to investigate. I strongly recommend this and the sequel Dark Fire. It's not a history book - Sansom just plonks you into the 16th Century and drags you along with him :-)


I am also reading ‘Planet Simpson: How a Cartoon Masterpiece Documented an Era and Defined a Generation’. Quite a title, huh? Chris Turner looks at the unique two way interaction of inspiration and influence The Simpsons has with the real world. but it gets kinda slow and sluggish – a Steven Spielberg book – Turner doesn’t know when to call it a day and put his pen down.


9. One book you have been meaning to read:
None I’ve been ‘meaning’ to read, as I have just finished The Rape of Nanking, which has been on my ‘must-read’ list for years. But I am eagerly awaiting ‘Mao’ by Jung Chang and ‘Cell’ by Stephen King and ‘Solomon Key’ by Dan Brown.


10. Tag some others:
Nope, no…….not me………if you do this – and it is kinda cool ‘cos it makes you really think….let me know in the comments.


cq

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Chicken or the Egg?

Science or Miracle?

Which came first, the miracle of nature, or the science of nature?

Over the years scientists have bravely and boldly dissected the science of nature and the universe and told us how everything works. They have kindly taken nature’s miracles and reduced them to formulae on a blackboard.

How thoughtful of them!

But – in the huge scheme of things, does the scientific explanation really mean anything?

How many of us look at the immense beauty of a rainbow and think ‘my those water droplets make a pretty sight’?


Or look at a newborn baby and tell the mother ‘your genes knitted well……..’


Does anyone look at the splendour of a single green leaf and give thanks for chlorophyll?


Does the continuous motion of the waves crashing on the beach confirm our belief in the moon and the magnetic resonance of the planet – or is it merely a feast of nature for eyes and ears?


Although we have been told that the marks on the moon are lakes and mountains, how many still nod to the smiling ‘Man in the Moon’?


I know science explains just about everything – but I prefer to see the miracle than the science.

cq

Friday, August 11, 2006

Counting Blessings

When I'm this crappy, I usually take five minutes to count my blessings.

MB - is my rock, my soulmate. Without him I would have given up the fight years ago.

My house - my sanctuary. We don't get a lot of visitors, and I relish my privacy.

My Crazies - Cyberkitten, RCA, Sleepypete, Bionic Dwarf and my darling Aginoths. These people have held me, comforted me, laughed with me and cried with me.

My overall health (well, just a bit of a bad back and moodiness doesn't really figure in the whole huge scheme of Life).

My blogbuddies, all my regular visitors. Those people who come by daily just to say hello!

My job, and my boss - these come as a set.......I am learning every day. Today I was lead auditor in a health and safety audit for the first time.

DCRoe - have you signed up for
2996 for 9/11 yet? This man is devoting so much of his time to this five year anniversary tribute. He is a real hero!

Music - is there anything better than hearing a song that makes you click your fingers and tap your toes? I'm not a huge country fan - but I just yearn to dance to this.........



A pretty sunset - where the sun burnishes the clouds and turns the sky purple. One where you get a crick in your neck from admiring the stunning colours.

And finally - thank you, God - for this man:

and television commercials like this:

cq

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Thursday Thirteen

Thirteen Things about........Nothing.........
1. It's late, and I've only just managed to get on line.
2. It's too late to start pushing pictures, but here's a nice one.

oh, sorry - were you expecting JD?? Nah, this is the delicious Michael Vartan....

3. Managed to run a presentation this morning with only 2hrs preparation time. It seemed to go well - no questions at the end, so it was either ok or awful...

4. Raiding my files here - I like this lad:


This is Matthew Gray Gubler from Criminal Minds. Although Shemar Moore is a bit tasty too :-)

5. OK, enough men - blimey, my mind is a one track lane - dirt-track!

6. So, nothing much has happened this week. My back hurts, my depression isn't shifting and my garden looks like the Somme.

7. Photo time!


William Shatner (one of my fave People) with his Over the Hedge character Ozzie :-) If you haven't seen this yet - go see it, it's a scream!

8. More photos? OK :-)


7th Heaven - love this show.....Waltons for the 21C! :-) Actually, I love Stephen Collins - have done for years! :-)

9. Hopefully next week's TT will be more focussed and understandable.

10. I'm running out of things to say.....

11. And blogger photo has just died.........

12. Anyway, it's time for bed.......

13. Nope - blogger photo is definitely not playing.......so - Goodnight All!

cq

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Monday, August 07, 2006

Free Internet!

I'm back at my windscreen place, taking advantage of their free internet! The trim came off my windscreen recently and the whole thing needs to be taken out and refitted. So I have about an hour to spare....[wrinkled grin]
And blogging beats reading cheesy magazines about so-called celebs and their wasteful lives. Who cares if Madonna has veiny hands, David Tennant (Dr Who) isn't such a pinup in shorts, some girl called Mischa is skinny and Posh Becks doesn't eat??

Real life is slogging away at a 9-5 job (well, in my case 8-5!), going home, cooking, cleaning, and then falling exhausted into bed.

You know the feeling when you have definitely not earned something? I went over to Dawn's blog, cos I know she's been having some struggles lately and what do I see.........?
"Craziequeen is one of my all time favourite bloggers. She’s articulate, she’s smart, funny, and very down to earth. She also posts about some amazing things."
[looks shamefaced]
I haven't been to visit many people lately 'cos of my deepening depression and Dawn is one of those. I feel like crap. I must go and make amends [rushes over to Retarded Rugrat]
OK, amends made to Mah Sis.

She has a very interesting post on her blog atm, go on over - everyone is *bound* to have an opinion :-)

As I've just been mistaken for a member of the garage staff, maybe it's time for me to stop blogging on this free connection..........

cq

Friday, August 04, 2006

What to blog about?

I've been very down lately and have been struggling to blog, as some of you know.


So - what to blog about today?

Well, let's start with my sidebar - some may have noticed a couple of 'small' badges on there.

The UK/US flags for a start........well, this grew out of the
Britcats blog 'waving a paw at all their Mericky friends'. I couldn't find an emblem that integrated UK, US, Canada, Philippines, New Zealand, Spain, Tanzania etc etc etc.........but the UK/US flags, to me, represent the brotherhood of blogger.

Under the UK/US flags is a little badge with an unknown name on it and a location. I am part of the 2996 for 9/11. 9/11 was a US tragedy that caused worldwide outrage and I have my reasons for signing up, which will be made clearer at a later date.
D Challener Roe is spearheading this initiative, wanting 2996 bloggers to remember the 2996 victims, so if you want to help to mark this tragedy go to his blog
here.
Where were YOU on 9/11?

OK, that's my sidebar covered.

I wasn't at work today. I suffered quite a bad back spasm last night and had back pain all night, so took the day off. The pain and spasming has been consistent through the day, so the weekend looks like being fun. If only I could find my
Voltarol!

I have a new pen-name. A pseudo-pseudonym if you will. My new name is Malkia. Isn't it CUTE?? It's a Kiswahili name, which I chose as a result of talking to Eric Mutta in far away Tanzania. The Swa names are taking off over on
Hippothingy! Now all I need is a fun logo for my new name. Any ideas?
Anyone know what Malkia means? (I do, in case you're wondering!)



In a recent post comments,
Naomi mentioned the Depp/Letterman interview.
"By the way...JD was on David Letterman here last Thursday...My God, he looked AMAZING! He sure makes the heart flutter. (And a few other things, too...) And he was wonderful, as always."

Well, if you're interested, you can find Part One here and Part Two here. I'm saving them for a rainy day, which with my current mood swings might be tomorrow!

I didn't win Wendy's
Casting Call again this month [packs away chainsaw]. But she racked up a stunning 648 comments! Kudos, Wendy [bows VERY low]. And she introduced a couple of the more daring blogging felines to the world of homo sapien blogging, namely Superstar Kukka-Maria and the Majestic Zeus. These two are definitely worth a visit!

The Crazies went to see Cars last week. I can recommend it. Simple plot, but fantastic attention to detail as alway with Pixar. If you go, don't try and beat the credits - stay in your seat......you'll kick yourself if you don't!

And finally - that long hair that surprised you all when you saw my photo..?
It's gone........all chopped off.....into a short bob. I'm still not sure if I like it, but I have had some complimentary comments......

Update: OK, I've seen the Depp interview and all I can say is HUBBA HUBBA.......!!!!!! He's so cute, he's SO self-effacing, he's SO.......him! [dribble]

Thank you Naomi for telling me about it, thank you, thank you, thank you........

cq

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Thursday Thirteen


Thirteen things about power cuts

1. You get no warning - just.........dark!

2. When it goes on into the evening, you struggle to remember what was on when the power went off.....TV? Satellite? Lights? Which ones?

3. We are on a little substation away from the main town supply. So we get power cuts when they don't - so we can use the streetlights!

4. Why are the torches never where you can find them?

5. Why can't you ever find that new packet of candles you bought in readiness.
6. Cats and candles don't mix.

7. You *really* miss TV.

8. You miss your computer even more!

9. When the power comes back on the house alarm starts shrieking.

10. Why can't you ever remember the code for the blasted thing?

11. Or where you put it for safe-keeping?

12. Cats and house alarms don't mix.

13. And is there anything more annoying than the power coming on? You reset the alarm (please stop it shrieking!), douse the candles, resume watching TV/playing on the computer - and the power goes out again............
cq
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

One thing after another........

No Monday Memory 'cos we had a powercut, and no proper blog tonight 'cos I went to the movies.......

BUT I am back in time to flutter the old vocal chords at Wendy's Monthly Casting Call.

cq

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Where did I go in such a hurry?

Well, as my neighbour's dog woke me AGAIN last night (this time at 3.30am!) I was up and doing the ironing at 5am.
Suddenly I knew - I had to go here........


well, not at 5am, obviously, but I felt I had to go to the town I grew up in. But not the houses I lived in, but the pool I spent some of my happiest times at during my turbulent childhood.

And as when I was a child, I went alone.

MB offered to come, but I felt I had to be alone. I packed my towels, cossie, slapped on some suncream and fled up the motorway as soon as MB was out of bed.

Sandford Lido celebrated its 70th anniversary last year, and I haven't been there for over 20yrs. This is when it was first finished.


While there, I did swing past my old childhood homes. All my schools are gone now, but number 37 and 57 are still there. No happy memories there - but I spent a pleasant two hours at the pool, swimming, diving, reading and reminiscing. I wondered if 'that' woman or 'this' woman went to school with me. No one knew me, I left town 24 years ago, I felt I was almost invisible.

Normally my condition drives me to flee home - this is the first time I have felt the need to go out of my safety zone. No MB, no crazies, no bobkat - just me.

Now? Now I feel a little at peace. Perhaps I have found somewhere I can go to free my mind from its nasty little demons - perhaps that's why I had to go.

cq

Going on Instinct

Do you ever get the inexplicable feeling you MUST do something/go somewhere?

I have that today, so I'm off out for the day.

More later.....

cq

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Seaside Daze


My parents live adjacent to a lovely beach. It is one of those magical beaches that has everything and nothing!

No ice-cream salesmen, no burger bars, no activity centres, just a sweet local beach about half a mile in length. On high days and holidays it is spotted with sandcastles and little creations of fevered childish minds, but this day someone obviously wished for a mermaid.........

The sea around the villages is teeming with jellyfish. This one is not particularly poisonous (and the local children love throwing them at each other!)

This one is extremely poisonous and can grow to 6ft in diameter!! This particular 'late' jellyfish was about 18" across.


At low tide the beach is covered in sandworm excavations. If you look at this photo, you can see the hole about 6" away where the sand is sucked from, before being expelled into the whirls of the hill. Every hill had a corresponding hole!


And, of course, every beach should have rockpools. The seaboard beach has rockpools at each end. I was having a Carmi moment when I took this photo - he inspires SO many bloggers! I love the cloud trapped in the pool........

And where there are rockpools and sea, there are usually some of these. They are often dead, but this little fella was alive and waving...

Whenever I go to a beach I bring a stone or shell home. One that has caught my eye. It dates back to an old tradition that taking a shell or pebble from the beach will ensure I will return. During another Carmi moment, I noticed my intended pebble - do you see it?

No? You don't see it? [grin] It's this one, marked with an arrow....

I loved it. It was pefectly oval and smooth - and was pink with black flecks. Usually I ask my geologist dad about the stones I find, but this one was so pretty it needed no geologic definition.

One more post on my Scottish trip then it's Business as Usual at the Palace.

cq

Friday, July 28, 2006

Bad, Bad Blogger

I'm a bad blogger.......

Yes, I am.

Only three posts this week and hardly any visits to anyone else. I've even had blogbuddies emailing me asking if I'm ok.

I'm a bad blogger......

After the weekend, I just couldn't get up the energy to blog, and if I did have the energy, blogger photo was down or MB was on the computer.
Being so busy at work, the week flew by and before I knew it I had missed MM and WW AND TT! (I'm a civil servant - we LOVE abbreviations!)
My depression has been back, partly due to the hot weather and lack of decent sleep, I think.

Enough with the excuses. I'm sorry, I'm a bad blogger. No one's fault but mine.

I'm going to try and visit everyone this weekend. And also to blog - something interesting, rather than this drivel.

cq
My name is cq and I'm a bad blogger

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Wednesday Night

Children in bed, Simpsons on the TV and the laptop left on for me :-)

Ah, I must be babysitting at the Aginoths! so a pause from the photo album tonight, as my files are at home.

But some news. I have been helped to a decision. Yup, the Queen has made a decision - been a long time since I've done that!

As previously mentioned on this blog and Mrs A's, I recently went to Berkeley Castle for the Joust and spent some time with the Aginoths in the 14C. Coming away, I was yet again struck by the thought that the opportunity to leave the 21C behind was maybe too good to miss.

So, subject to the agreement of the Company of Chivalry, I am debating joining the group for a weekend at the end of August to see how I fit in. Did they *have* single peasant women in 1370? Somehow I can't see MB leaving his engines and golf at home to don hose and braes and wield a sword.

I can't sew, I can't knit, I can't weave, I can't fight (haven't drawn a bow since I was about ten!). I did get a chorus of 'You can sing, though!' - BUMMER........ hard to argue as five minutes earlier I had been walking through the house singing 'Are you going to Scarborough Fair?'.......

More later - tea time :-)

cq

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sunday, Church and Stones

Today is history lesson day! Lots of people asked about the Shandwick Stone (now safely encased in glass to protect it).


Not a lot is known factually about the Stone, but there are several around, although Shandwick's is the only one still in situe. Some believe it was a marker for fishermen, some believe it is a marker for a children's graveyard, and some believe it is a sort of 'information point'.

Here is the stone close up:


With a cross on one side and an elephant on the other, the designs are curious.

(From the Royal Commission On The Ancient and Historical Monuments of Scotland) :

This symbol stone stands in a field on a hillside sloping towards the sea above the S side of the village of Shandwick, where burials took place in former times. Blown down c.1846 and broken into two pieces it has since been repaired and re-erected on a circular stepped base which conceals some of the sculpture at the bottom. It is an upright rectangular cross-slab c.9ft high by 3ft 3ins with sculptured relief on two faces.

This symbol stone now lies within a steel framed glass case which is surrounded by a fence. The structure is to protect the stone from further erosion.

Class II symbol stone showing a cross on the east face. On the reverse is seen a double-disc in a panel above an elephant, which is itself over a panel showing fighting swordsmen and a crossbowman.

(Altara's Almanac) :

Class II stones, from 9th-10th Centuries, see the progression to symbols and knotwork carved in relief onto the stone, and of course the first use of Christian symbols and cross-slabs. Class II stones have both Pictish pagan symbols and some Christian symbols. The Christian symbolism mainly takes the form of a cross with relief knotwork or other decoration, and there are also many examples of depiction’s of biblical events. By this time too, the stones often have figures in battle carved on them.

In Ireland in particular the Christian Celts carved free-standing crosses. The Picts, however, did it their own way. The Picts created what are known as cross-slabs, a cross carved on a backdrop of an almost perfectly rectangular stone slab, ensuring that almost double the space was available for decoration.
This is primarily because the Picts always had a stone-carving tradition, whereas to the Irish and Northumbrians this was a relatively new skill largely based initially on plain wooden and stone crosses. This meant that the Pictish master craftsmen could use all that extra space around the cross to place the older symbols that were still required at the early times of Christianity, and so avoided putting them on the cross itself. The fact that these symbols were still used shows that they were still important to the Pictish community.

So, enough about a really old stone.......as it's Sunday, we will also look at a really old church! While in Scotland I visited Fearn Abbey for Sunday service.

Fearn Abbey was founded at Fearn by the Earl of Ross in 1225. But not at this Fearn: rather at the hamlet of that name on the south side of the Dornoch Firth between Bonar Bridge and Edderton. The Abbey relocated the 15 miles or so to its current site on much better agricultural land in 1238.

The Abbey Church was rebuilt in the mid 1300s, and the St Michael's Aisle was added to the south in the 1400s, with a new dormitory building to its south and a cloister. At the same time the Abbey Church was reroofed in stone flags. Some time later a chapel was added to the south of the east end of the church.
After the Reformation of 1560 the Abbey Church became the Parish Church and a mausoleum was added to the north side of the east end, which was itself taken over as a burial place for the Ross family. On Sunday 10 October 1742 the church was struck by lightning during a service and the stone-flagged roof collapsed on the congregation, killing as many as 50. The Minister, who had been saved by the bulk of the pulpit, insisted a new church be built to the south, using stone from the remains of the dormitory and cloister, and from the west end of the church.
Yet by 1771 the new church was itself in ruins, and in 1772 the original church was reconstructed, employing where necessary stone from the replacement church built in the 1740s. What was not reused was demolished and no sign of this very short-lived church can be seen on the ground today.

Perhaps the oddest feature is the much larger enclosure projecting from the south side of the church and very obvious in views from that side, as shown in the above photo. To the untrained eye this looks intrusive: almost as if someone has used modern breeze-blocks to build some sort of agricultural structure against the church.
Yet this is actually all that is left of St Michael's Aisle, added to the abbey church by Abbot Finlay McFaed in time to house his tomb and effigy on his death in 1485. And once inside the aisle, the great age of the structure is obvious. The difference between the internal and external appearance is because in 1790 a stone "skin" was wrapped around the outside of the aisle, presumably to keep it standing: it's a shame it wasn't done in a style more in keeping with the church itself.

Scotland is REALLY OLD.........

cq

(Fearn Abbey information from here).